Ed and I (a female american 27 years of age) are in this together. [have been since I was 13] I have handed over the reigns to Ed. Ed will be directing the show from here. [started tumblr in Jun 2010]~~ I am supposed to be in recovery, but Ed and I renewed our vows. I am his, and his for the taking. ~~ I am going to ignore Ed for awhile and see where it gets me. ~~Oops I guess I forgot that Ed won't let me forget who is boss. Shit.~~I’m diving into the hole to binge & purge my way to Ed at the bottom.~on court ordered treatment for the next year [Dec 2011] (which just means if I don't take my meds I could be sent back to the hospital) ~~ I'm actually trying to change the narrative I live my life by and so far it's been the hardest struggle for my life, the life without Ed or behaviors. ~~ Court Order Over!  ~~ Therapist says I am in remission from Bulimia ~~ Run Ed, Run was originally about my obsession with running and my half heart-ed attempt to acknowledge my eating disorder. It turned into an exercise obsession, purging, and dealing with my flashbacks. I started seeing a therapist regularly in Dec 2011. Then life continued to happen and so did this blog.